Lovehate relationship
There's only one question running through my mind
What is it that turns everyone who once felt something for you into emotional wrecks?
Seriously, what is it about you that cannot be forgotten?
You, You, You
I wish I could yell it in your face
that you're the one i'm talking about
I doubt you can be replaced
Cause noone has ever replaced you
You left too much of an imprint in my life
and I hate you for that
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So this is how it feels to be emotionally unoccupied
Like a fishbowl without fish-- purposeless
Every song on the radio doesn't have a meaning
when there isn't someone to think about
But I don't want to jump into just any relationship or fling around
I'm perfectly fine with the way things are,
but i'm hoping someone will come along one day,
however long it takes
Someone who will mean more to me than life itself
Someone who will put the meaning back into the songs I listen to
Someone whom I will constantly daydream about
I miss the feeling of showering someone with attention...
Randomly read through some old acquantainces' blogs just now
and I was like "damn!"
What happened to us?
I was so used to things back then
And then I chanced upon Yours and what you said
was the exact same way I felt
Why do things change? Why do bad things happen?
Is it because the way needs to be paved for better things?
I guess so
Okay. I always have a problem ending my posts
Just can't conclude stuff
I'm going to bury myself in comedy until 6
and then try to sleep
My insomnia is back. BIGTIME.
Grrr now all I can think about is that morning
many many donkey ages ago
:(
Fml la, damn it
