Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains,
and I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cause your heart has a lack of color and we should've known,
that we'd grow up sooner or later cause we wasted all our free time alone
- Owl city
Sometimes I have conversations in my head
They go like this
Seriously shar? Seriously.
After all the rubbish...
Seeeerrrriouslyyyy?
I guess I won't be going this time round
Part of me says I shouldn't turn down a friend over something like this
but the other part knows it can't deal with the memories that will definitely resurface
The place, the surroundings, the people
Everything.
Ironic, cause everything's going to be the same yet something's gonna be different
You are missing
How can I go to a place where we once shared fond memories... without you?
Its like rubbing gunpowder into an open wound
Its stupid
I may not look it but i'm a phuckin softy inside
I would, I WOULD trust me, break down and cry on the spot
Honestly, I don't think I can deal with that
And I don't wanna freak anyone out either
so sorry but I think i'll have to turn it down!
On a brighter note,
school is starting!
Okay not so bright now when I put it in words
School leh... all over again
After 8 months of partying my useless life away
Grumplestiltskin
I need to head to art friend to get supplies
I am totally out
Had a krazy time making sure I lost all my supplies after O's
How was I supposed to know I'll be going to an arts school right
Now I need to hunt high and low for them again
Anyway lasalle is vague. Really vague
So my orientation is next thurs right
They send the info slip and all.. happy happy joy joy..
So I open the paper to read it and this is what it says
Orientation- 30th July
Time: All day
All day leh
Never state what time and where to meet all
Just all day
So that means i'm allowed to walk in at 12am and leave at 12.01,
any room that I want to walk into, right?
I always have alot to say at night, I dunno why
In the day i'm sitting at the desktop like 'guhghgh'
staring at the empty screen
Kbye!
