je m'ennuie

I had to, i just had to. I love my mirror. So magical :)

So my week has been pretty much occupied by lauren conrad cause once i start on the hills i just can't stop. I told myself i would go running at 7 yesterday but i ended up hills-ing until 3 in the morning. Tsk tsk tsk unhealthy. I'm not going to touch mtv.com/thehills until i go for my run today. Oh yes this saturday's gonna be exciting cause i'm signing up for my license! Finallyyy. I can't wait to finish up all this trial test, BTT, FTT crap and do my practical. I honestly can't picture myself behind the wheel but who cares. Fun fun fun. 10 bucks that my instructor is going to pissed off as hell. Wanna bet?

Anyway i apologize for my life being so incredibly boring. I'm rotting here while SOME PEOPLE still have school and are INSANELY BUSY. *cough* I honestly don't know how to entertain myself on my own so yeah i shall wait like a good dog. I trust that my life from next week onwards will be quite entertaining so i'll update then. Right now i can't decide if i should stick with google analytics or nuffnang. My blog is running on both now actually. Kiasu freak much. But then again i don't really care to know who's reading this so i might just remove them both altogether. Only creepy people track other people. I was actually in it just for the $$$ cause each click you make on my ad gets me moolah. But then i figured that you can trace who's viewing you and...eeeesh. Creepy. Say no to privacy invasion. Okay i'm removing it.

See you soon.

PS. Don't ever try to look for someone in the residential listings. Don't try. Seriously. You will die before you find the person. On the upside, i found someone named Chim Bee Hoon. HAHAHAASDFGHJKL.

Crawl

I love cassie ventura ttm!

Tsk tsk.

I've made a promise to myself. From today onwards, no looking at her facebook profile, checking if she's online, reading her msn pm's, talking about her to anyone and absolutely no thinking about her. I'm going to do a fucking good job of getting over this one (y)
 
I changed my phone yesterday!!! Using the omnia pro now. I'm happy with it :) Its proven to be quite a good phone actually. Initially i was worried about it being to business-y and i never was good with windows mobile phones but its alright. Two thumbs up.

So today was a short day. Headed out for some randomer's house party at night. The only good part of the day is that i'm stuffed now, after starving for 4 good hours. Actually every day seems like that nowadays. Sleep at 6, wake up at 3 in the noon. Basically my day consists of 9 useful hours. Gotta find a way to spend those 9 hours wisely for the next month. And i can't believe its been a week since the party! It honestly seems like it just happened yesterday. I want to throw another one in the future considering i had so much fun. To new beginnings :)

My agenda for the coming week is pretty good too i must say. A's chalet tomorrow night = booze booze booze, meeting L and S for drinks, maybe Play thurs night (hoho hot girlsssss) and movies with N, G and C friday night. Probly gonna catch new moon even though tons of people say it sucks. Gotta see it to believe it dey. Yeah so the week sounds pretty fun. I'm just happy i've got my life back!

Oh i see a pweety girl on tv who looks like I!!!

Anyway, i found out something about someone today. I won't say much. Once bitten twice shy. But i guess we're not that different huh, you and me? The only difference is i was willing to change for you but you will never change, period. Well too bad. I see now why i never really wanted to take you seriously.

Love you, Gaga

I haven't found mine. Well actually i thought i did but i guess i thought wrong. The truth is i'm sick of feeling unhappy and missing out on life because of one person who doesn't know, or probably won't care even if she does. But i'm not going to bring it up. One thing i'm proud of myself about is being able to suffer in silence. Not that i don't like confiding in anyone but seriously what's the use? As far as complaining goes, its not going to change anything.

Anyway 8 months is a long time to be hung up on someone. I don't mind being friends but a part of me will always regret liking you, for ruining what could have happened in those bloody 8 months. I've met people with potential to be girlfriends, not mindfuckers (no offense), actual girlfriends but i couldn't pay any attention to them. I miss the feeling of having one. Its been almost 2 years since my last actual relationship and i miss having that and you never gave it to me.

But honestly even talking to you doesn't make me feel the same as it used to. I used to be so excited to receive your texts and answer every single one but now i can't be bothered to. That's why i really really don't want to waste time anymore. I feel like there are many people out there who are worth more of my time. I dunno, maybe you'll never change or can't change and i feel quite bad for you more often than not. Anyway its good to know you're happy and STAY HAPPY. After all you put me through i think i'm too nice to you sometimes. But its okay, i forgive you for everything and i'll always be here if you need a retarded random friend :)