Ramblings of an Unsound Mind

Listening to: Goo goo dolls
Album: Let love in
Track: Stay with you


and it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away

The last few days where im actually allowed to come online are coming up.
I'd better make full use of the computer when i have a chance to.
This'd probably be my third or fourth last post before school reopens,
so i'd like to say a few stuff.
Firstly, i'd like to thank Nata for being such a dear friend.
I mean seriously, thank you for dedicating that post to me.
But, its impossible.
I know, i know, you'd say something like 'nothing's impossible'.
But trust me, you'd know if something's not gonna happen.
Love can't be bought or forced so just leave it be.
You're the only ex-turned-friend who wouldnt have a motive behind those words,
despite all that happened.
So like yeah, seriously, thank you
(:

Gee, my eyes are freakin swollen right now.
Its kinda embarassing, but yeah, i just broke down in public last night.
Thank god for friends when you need them.
If i was alone, people would've thought i was psychotic.
Sorry, but my bottle was filled to the very brim.
:d

BUT
Crying doesnt change anything, so
i should stop being such a self-pitying pathetic asshole
and do something that'd take my mind off things.
I've tried exercise, but there's so much your body can take before you wind up in hospital of a heart failure.
I could try extra curricular activities, but nah, school's reopening.
Being online doesnt help one fucking bit.
Wait.
Say hello to Husky pup! He's sitting right here.
Right, that was random.
But he's so cute.
That took my mind off stuff for like a second.
See what i mean?! Nothing lasts.
I need something that'd divert my attention long term.
Like a brainwash
:D

Back to the point,
I'd like to thank my close friends as well.
Although Nana has never been attached before and doesnt know what it feels like to lose someone,
she tried her best to help me and thats just great.
And thanks Gayu for cheering me up with retarded comments.
This feels like an awards ceremony.
I just won the Dumped Without Care category and im thanking everybody.
Lmfao.
Ah well, cut the crap.

CAFE DEL MAR NYE BEACH PARTY with DJ John 00 Fleming (UK) 31 DEC from 9pm.
Advance tickets available at $28 dollars!

V sent us all an ad message and i'm just here to advertise it further.
Im rather interested.
Hope Nana can make it though.
I shall stop here and concoct happier ideas for the next post.
Toodles.