Friday, February 18
I don't know what to do. A little harmless flirting with people that you see potential with never hurts anyone, but i'm also fucking terrified of opening up to someone in that way again. Its even more stressful when people are always nudging you in someone else's direction. Someone you don't see as anything else but a friend. Yea that person may have liked you for a long time, yea they may be good for you, it may be nice to have that person's attention, but feelings really really can't be forced. And i'm not the kind of person who leads people on. Please don't take this the wrong way, that person is an awesome square root to the power of 1000 friend and maybe i'm just being picky right now but I don't want to settle for convenience. I'm waiting for someone who will really blow me away. That's what she said. Anyway i've been permanently posted to cedele at vivo. Want free food come and look for me ;)
