Crazy week. Ben's place for drinking night, barrage for alcohol picnic, Studio M with Ning, Eunice, Ben, Hwee and Ollie. I feel a beer belly coming on. Sigh. Times are pretty intense. I feel like i'm headed towards a breakdown. Everything seems so hard. Everyone has changed. What happened? Maybe i'm just in my PMS stage but life is getting to be a bitch lately. I'm starting to finally let go of the hope I placed in you. Maybe one day you will come around again, I don't know. I won't ever forget you though. And now strangely i'm starting to feel for her . How the fuck did that happen?
