Been taking subconcious walks down memory lane lately. Thinking of people i used to know, out of the blue. I wonder if i fail to exist to them now. Like last year... was bittersweet. But i enjoyed it all the same. All the nonsense, parties, dreading waking up for school (which will prolly happen everywhere i go), classmates, schoolmates. I guess you dont really appreciate all the good stuff when its in front of you. And time really flies furkin fast too. I rmb jasmines party last year like it was just yesterday and yet its come and gone again. 1 year leh. Wowow. But i really wonder how some of them are doing. Esp those i havent spoken to in what seems like jurassic years. Zaboof, riane, tess, kelsy, shelly (this one really vanished from earth), natasha, karen. Sometimes i wanna talk to a few of them again but sad to say i really have no guts to. Fuck up somemore la, nicely fuck up somemore. Okay nevermind glomminess isnt going to get me anywhere. Whats past is past.
I can imagine renaa's reaction aft what i told her ytd
"Bodsy, you are getting more and more obsessive :/"
Anw threw chan a surprise 18th at charlies corner saturday night. Was awesome! Birthday bashed the girl and brought her cake. Mango cake is the love man. Everytime bb goes "mango cake is damnnn nice", drool forms in my head. Nom nom nom. Did absinthe shots and kind of alot of beer. I was almost mentally unstable. Sort of. Like what P's dad calls butches, LOL. Friday was spent with robert, yada, nadiah and peggy. Went for jap lunch at iluma. The ordering system effing cool can! Its like a talking pen and you click here click there. Spent like over a 100 bucks on food but it was so worth it. Headed to marina with S afterwards to window shop and get my journal from muji.
So i met with the secret society yesterday. Just kidding. Met the usuals, had tons of shaker fries, gossiping and bitching about someone we know. Dont jump to conclusions ah please. Then S called and she was like "Eh i think i just saw __ at city hall". So i texted that person and guess what? No reply. Ignore my question leh! Just ignore. I mean i dont know if her phone was being a bitch or what but still... ARROGANT MUCH? Like get over it woman. Im not interested in you anymore.
I really think my posts got no link and are just all over the place, lol. Reflection of my brain maybe hmm? Ive got 5 portraits to do so i better be off now. Fml.
