Tell me where you areHit the lights
Skip school start fights
Swallow your pride, hon. Some people already have.
sorry long post
the past month hasnt been good on me in the least
lots of internal & external struggles, doubts, regrets and what not
being surrounded by people but feeling really alone on the inside is top on my list
in fact, i've felt that way most of my life,
but i hardly complain because theres just noone visible who will actually listen
sometimes you just got to deal with it and i guess you could say im dealing,
but what i really feel like is like a bottle with so much liquid crammed inside that its about to explode
i guess what i really want is just for someone to care
but everytime theres someone who does, i take them for granted
i chase them away, make them hate me
i dont know why it happens but it always does
to treasure what you already have is probably one of the toughest things to do
and ironically, the most temporary things in life are relationships
you dont treasure it, you lose it
simple as that
im not tryna be a wise crack or anything
im still young and i've many more years to learn
but this is just some of what i've already noticed in my 18 years on earth
so i've tried to correct my mistakes and undo my wrongdoings, be the bigger person
despite the harsh things, criticism and accusations people have made about me
everytime i think back to it, i dont feel anymore hatred
just 10 times the guilt and sadness i felt before
but you dont always get a second chance
so you just gotta pick yourself up and move on
anyway, spent the day at j's yesterday
saw __, or who i think was __, on the way
why, WHY do we always bump into people we hope we never bump into
and never actually bump into those we do :(
okay but it doesnt help that the person i want to see lives in pasir ris
out okay out
rock banded (sounds so frickin singlish)
my finger/arm muscles are still aching from all the movement
one day we will attempt the unlimited setlist!
muahaha
and end up in hospital
had dinner at chomps, played some bully,
met my sis, steph and nats at macs after
TRY THE NEW CINNAMON MELTS!
they are mothereffffing good i tellz ya
sat at the benches outside for a good 20 min HTHT
met ashley for a sec and finally left for home
so im on a protein shake diet now
i feel so incredibly pumped up from all the exercise
the tricep kickbacks and presses and making my muscles insanely sore
but im excited, i want to see results
hahahahaha jump up lets get krazy!
okay im off to play psp
BAI
