stark raving mad

Why you bein insensitive,
why's it gotta be so hard to see
That you bein insensitive

(I don't know, don't know)

Doesn't have to be the way it is,
doesn't have to be how it should be
I can't take it, if you do it again (do it again)
Insensitive


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If anyone can find this song could you send it to me please?
I'll remember you as my guardian angel for life


Hey, how was your weekend? Mine was just mediocre. Had alot of ranty things i wanted to blog about but then i suddenly don't feel so humorous anymore cause i'm super tired to the max. Stayed up last night and caught only two hours of shut eye this morning. My eyelids are on the verge of dropping to the floor and STILL I CANT SEEM TO SLEEP, so i'll just stay on here to pass time. Need to get my hair cut tomorrow and then down to bras basah for art supplies. I'm craving red bull so bad... it gives you wings... sigh.

So anyway the 3rd of august is fast approaching. I dunno... i'm kinda excited to meet new people and finally be busy with stuff, but at the same time its like a rug has been yanked from underneath my feet. I was so used to the idea of doing things however, whenever, wherever i like and now i gotta start following SCHEDULES again. Gahhh, horrible word. For eg. I gotta be at orientation by 9. My sun only rises at 230 hello please friggin thank you. And being busy means that i won't have the time to dwell on hurtful things that are always circulating my mind, which in plain sight is good... but... what if i'm actually not ready to let go of them? What if i'm constantly thinking about them cause my life is completely empty without?

What i want is to just see you. Even if its from a distance. You don't even have to look back at me man, that's how bad it is. I want to just go over, at least nearby, and sit and relish every perfect memory i had of you. Anything-- the surrounding, your house. Provided you don't snipe me from your window.

Sorry la okay. I know all this sounds perfectly normal
To an obsessed creep.

But honestly speaking, its not who you guys think. Swear to God. Its more like a friendship thing. Personal interest. I just miss the way things used to be, though its kinda very pointless now. Okay i am hellishly sleepy. Its like 451. I took 45 mins to type this stupid thing out. With school and all i doubt you'll be hearing much from me but i'll try to update as much as possible. Okay.

Ciao!