The CabVegas skies
Whisper wars
it's like the alcohol making my head spin
Send me the wine, the room is a bottle,
keeping me hopeless 'til i wake tomorrow
And if tonight ever makes a difference,
the way that i feel, the way that i'll remember it
I'll take this down until the glass remains,
swallow the words that i was meant to say
It's a long drive, back to vegas skies
so why don't i, make one more wrong turn tonight, so
Say goodnight, our first goodbye,
i've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together,
and know that the timing was right
All of these guards, they stand tall and defensive,
putting up walls around what was once innocent
It won't let me in but i'm stronger than that,
'cause you stole my eyes and i'll never look back
Girl, last night i forgot to mention,
the way that i feel, the way that i'll remember this
When we're this young, we have nothing to lose
just the clock to beat and a hand to choose
It's a long drive, back to vegas skies
so why don't I, make one more wrong turn tonight, so
Say goodnight, our first goodbye,
i've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together,
and know that the timing was right
It's a long way down,
just fall into place and you'll fall into me
We'll make it out, you'll see
So say goodnight, our first goodbye,
i've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And say goodnight, our first goodbye,
i've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together,
and know that the timing was right
Hey everybody :)
Decided to give this space a cleaner, more mature look. Well actually the main reason i changed the skin was because it reminded me too much of 2008. Though its a new year, it hasn't really felt like one for me, what with my head still in '08 and all. With this, at least there's some sort of physical reminder that past is past and that i should focus on the future. Right, that was deep. On a lesser note, i was getting sick of the colors anyway. Oh and i've got archives! Blogger just refused to let me have archives on my previous page, for some reason >:(
So i was browsing through my archives, 2006-2009, and i realised how different i was then. And how startlingly different i am now. I used to be cheerful, and i used to talk a lot (can you fucking believe it?) I always thought i wasn't much of a talker. Mainly because i've always hated it when people talk incessantly. Its just annoying and most of the time conversations don't consist of much else besides gossiping and bitching anyway. Am i not right? Then there were times when i was in an almost permanent pseudo-emotional state, for who knows what reasons. I think i might've been mentally retarded.
But what made the most impact is how much i've matured over the years. This year in particular. Every other year used to be a game for me- joke around, don't take things seriously, all play no work. Relationships used to just consist me playing around with whatever i could get, the less strings attached the better. Now its just completely different. I'm prepared for a mature relationship- no flirting around, i put more thought into what i want to say before i speak, i take things more seriously. Its fricking amazing, and feels good too, because i feel like i've achieved something. And if anyone were to ask if i'd rather rewind to last year or the years before, it'd be a definite no. '08 was bleak, everything was meaningless. The only part that i miss was being able to see my friends in school everyday. I've a feeling '09 will be a better year for me in every aspect, so... yay?
That's all i guess. Man, that was deeeep. I don't know where all that inspiration came from. Oh and before you go, do listen to vegas skies! My bear(x2) introduced it to me and i've been hooked ever since. Okay bye!
