Worn me down
Shes so pretty, shes so damn right
But im so tired of thinking
About her tonight
First of all, wanna wish joyceybaby a happy belated birthday! 17. We've been married almost a year now. We could be like edward and bella if we didn't keep committing adultery :)
Anw, free week. Meet azu (you'll be at rja tmrw!) one of the days, thurs out with the party people, sat with the humans @ gardens and sunday, long awaited, romp. Im damn excited idk why. Havent clubbed in what feels like ages. Kinda miss seeing xuebs and gang. Gonna go early, get our passes, and probly go drink and stuff before 11.
Found some old stuff of mine last night, just before i went to sleep. Photos, letters and stuff like that. Read through some. They still make me smile even though i dont feel the same way i used to when i read them before. Guess thats how nostalgia works. Things that are supposed to make you sad when you see them make you smile instead. Which makes me realise how bad a friend i've been, if thats what we even are. Hard to tell these days. I dont have much against you, except my own self respect and pride, but sometimes i cant control my mouth, especially when im around other people who feel the same way. It takes alot of effort not to join in and slam a person, especially when they have actually done something to you... but i'll try?
Okay, at least now i dont feel so guilty.
Off to catch up on Entourage! Its crystal clear quality, whoo.
Seeya.
