Valentines'












Had a totally rockin' Vday this year. Was well spent with mates i love to the core and couples all over the place didn't do anything for me. Night before Valentine's didn't go so well though. Had 2 nightmares. First was about some ghost (dog) chasing me and Alan Wu around, he was screaming like a girl. Second... Have you dreamed of receiving a text, something you really wanted to see and you woke up and realised its not going to be there? I did. Swear, I wanted to throw my alarm clock at the wall after that. Reality bites.
Met my dates for Swensen's breakfast and ice cream. Left a note for a lucky somebody. Headed to cine, tickets sold out, so we walked to lido. Town on Vday's awesometh, really really. Everyone's so enthu, giving out free hugs, selling roses. I got two free tickets to watch S league too. Haha! And the soccer guys on the hippo bus.. cute siol. Caught Pink panther 2. Funny to the max. Steve martin's uberly cute, serious.
Left for clarke quay to meet ade. Went for subway dinner, looked at rings. No, we're not getting married. Bought booze, packs, chilled by the riverside. Or should i say chillaxed by the river side (_|_) Lame fuck. Waved enthusiastically at random people in the boats, bitched, talked, bitched again. Laughed at people riding the G-max. There was this girl who screamed damn bloody loud, like "ohhhhhmyyygodddd". Fucking funny, i swear.
So, life's been tiring. Too much alcohol and smoke in my system. I can't seem to sleep, maybe i've got insomnia? All i need now is some sleeping pills and quiet and maybe i'll sleep like im dead.
Anger and hatred are wasted emotions
I'm turning 18, time to start acting like one
so i'mma be entirely honest and mature about everything