You warned me that you were gonna leave
I never thought you would really go
I was blind but baby, now I see
I broke your heart, now I know
That I was bein' such a fool,
and I didn't deserve you
I don't wanna fall asleep, 'cuz I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene,
but I'm dying without your love
Begging to hear your voice
tell me you love me too
Cause I'd rather just be alone, if I know that I can't have you
Looking at the letter that you left,
(the letter that you left, will I ever get you back?)
Wonderin' if I'll ever get you back,
Dreaming about when I'll see you next
(when will I see you next, will I ever get you back?)
Knowing that I never will forget
(I won't forget, I won't forget)
That I was bein' such a fool,
and I still don't deserve you
I don't wanna fall asleep, 'cuz I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene,
'cuz I'm dying without your love (yeah!)
I'm begging to hear your voice
tell me you love me too.
Cause I'd rather just be alone, if I know that I can't have you
So tell me what we're fighting for
cause I know that the truth means so much more,
Cause you would if you could, don't lie.
Cause I'll give everything that I've got left to show you I mean what I have said
I know I was such a fool, but I can't live without you
I don't wanna fall asleep, I don't know if I'll get up
I don't wanna cause a scene,
but I'm dying without your love
I'm begging to hear your voice,
tell me you love me, too.
Cause I'd rather just be alone, if I know that I can't have you.
(Yeah!)
Don't wanna fall asleep (don't wanna fall asleep),
cause I don't know if I'll get up (who knows if I'll get up?)
I don't wanna cause a scene,
'cuz I'm dying without your love
I'm begging to hear your voice (let me hear your voice),
tell me you love me too (tell me you love me too)
Cause I'd rather just be alone, if I know that I can't have you
Shit shit shit im so disappointed with myself. I shouldnt let peoples' comments change my perception of you, but it keeps changing and changing. Just picture constant rolling dice. One moment its like 'oh okayyy' the next its 'omg you asshole'. Bloody annoying. I dont know why i care actually, these people aren't even considered friends, or close friends, but.. tsk. Okay im fickle minded, i cant make up my mind. Heck let all this to be over with a capital O, and wait for my new life to start so i can completely forget everything/one.
On a lighter note, can't wait for thursday. Bride wars :)
