Monday, September 29

Jogged today morning. Been feeling increasingly guilty and guiltier bcos I havent been jogging in weeks. Diet-ed so much i think my stomach shrank or smth? Dont get the vomitty feeling anymore. Now i can finally EAT in peace. It was mental torture the last time at pastamania when everyone else was eating like goodyummyohmagadiwantthattoo food and mine was measly caesar salad. Not that it was gross or anything,its healthy yo.

Invited for a party at some clubhouse today but i think im giving it a miss. Tied down with tons of hmwk and unfinished revision. Just think,20 days left to the big finishing line. After that im free forever;unless of course i fail,which im pretty sure i am, then- okay shut up. I dunno why i dont have it in me to be serious. Will someone just kick me in the ass and wake me up please. ONLY 20 DAYS LEFT and whats troubling is that i dont seem to be worried. Arghjkxjkzjkxz my tv broke down. NO F1! T.T Damn you father who asked you to leave the tv on the whole night. You are so smart,i wanna be just like you. Okay study now,f1 later. Screw you zaboof. _|_


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