What the fuck was i thinking?
I'm so hopping mad, i could put my fist through the wall and out the other side.
I knew i shouldnt have gotten involved in the first place. Maybe im jumping to conclusions, but the way im feeling really can kill people right now. Argh, I should've known better than to dive headfirst into situations. I hate it when people ask how __ is because i seriously dont know. If you really want to know why dont you ask her because i seriously dont fucking know how the fuck she is. And to be frank, i dont really care. Yea. Seriously, go stuff yourself. I cant be bothered. Grrr, give me a chainsaw i need to go on a rampage. I've treasured majority of the people in my life but some, like you, dont deserve to be at all. I think i agree when people say that I d s m b. Question is how long is it going to take?
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ARGH.
This isnt helping.
I need to move on.
No, i need a pillow to bury my fist in.
On a lighter note(what lighter note ARGH), I was browsing myspace and i came across american scene queens and kings, extremely popular kids who'd put show offs back home in their place. I think they're fucking cool people, minus the richy bitchyness. Too common. Plus they've got phunky names like Kiki cannibal and Melissa marie millionaire. How cool is that? Jeffree star is one too. Okay. Na's gonna be excited. Actually, i wasnt browsing. My stupid sis introduced me to this stuff. Na and her share too much in common.
I went jogging yesterday, as usual. And then i passed by this house having a bbq. I didnt get tempted by the food but i was just observing the people. They looked so bloody happy family. Pretty ironic, but i felt a tiny bit jealous. I dont have that kind of happiness in my sad life. I kinda freaked out at the thought of playing bachelorette party for the rest of my life actually. Maybe i will, maybe i wont. Maybe i will. Im a god damn sentimentalist man! At least theres something there. Haha, right. At the ignorant rate im going, i dont think so but whatever. It doesnt bother me. I need my frikkin O LEVEL CERT and im scared im not gonna get it ):
T a o f i t s (:
Keep that in mind and you'll be okay
