Wait.
Thats what i am
A sad one at that
So the past few nights have been spent talking to livia and texting people til the wee hours, sleeping at 5am and waking up in the afternoon, moping and moping around somemore.
Went over to xiu's house yesterday. She wanted to play guitar hero so i'd to lug my heavy carrier over to serangoon. But admittedly, it has been the most fun since i dont know when :)
I'mma spare any details.
Been kinda dejected the past few days. Not rejected. The last time i told someone i was dejected i received 'HUH WHO REJECT YOU' as a reply; which was fucking lame but funny. Apparently she heard I feel rejected. That made my minute. Anyhow, that explains my bastardised behavior of late. I've no mood whatsoever to initiate any text messages, so im practically living as a recluse. Now i feel even worse for not attending the party at butter factory tonight. Point blank- I feel miserable away from people, period. They seem to be walking in and out of my life(not to mention all over me for some) too many times. I suggest if you dont want to walk out, dont walk in. Thank you. Everyone seems to be having their own problems so i'm not even going to bother stating mine for lack of interest. Haha, im going to miss some people even if im the last thing on their minds.
For example, its only been 3 days but i already miss J and co. Laughs my ass off. My dear kway chap friend. And i miss my best friend in the whole wide world(none better) to the death. Not forgetting, the darling girl who's halfway across the world from me. Imy(heartshape) Ps. The world's best-ly worst mother on earth and no im not referring to my blood mom. Put me on an island with these people and my family, i wont ask for anything else. Swear. Everything else seems so temporary and fake for some reason.
Art camp coming up soon.
I'd better start my research before i get screwed again.
Ps. Ive allowed anonymous comments, so be happy K.
Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The good you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary jane
