Saturday, May 31

Heartbreak to heartbreak hell

Hello.
Okay so im happy that i'm kinda busy this week
Or next week, whatever same thing
Point is IM BUSY, yay
No more feeling bleaugh and lifeless for the next 7 days at least.

Ive been sleeping and waking late the past few days
which kinda sucks as 24hrs a day is too little for yours truly
And now im wasting it sleeping and not being productive.
But then im not very productive when im awake either.
Anyway smth very baaad is happening to me of late. Look.

V: Hahaha you're so blonde!
N: (says smth) Did i ever mention you remind me of a bimbo?
K: FUCKING AIRHEAD STOP TALKING BOUT SHOPPING HAHAHAHA
J: -

J didnt say anything.
But she always thinks im stupid so yea you get my point.

I. am. not. a bimbo.
Hardly. Maybe i have a few blonde moments now and then but nth more.
If you want bimbo look up joycelimboseng, the one that goes i dont wanna break my nails when asked to shift a mattress.
Sorry joyce. As much as i lurrve you, you've given me too many frights/shocks/nasty-sarcastic remarks for my own good health.

Back to the point. Today um what did i do, what did i do, what did i do?
Woke up at freakin 2(gah)pm, headed to far east to collect my stuff.
The lady boss, omg, the lady boss was F-U-C-K-I-N-G good looking.
Tanned, chiselled features, toned. Moreover she's a lesbian. AHHH totally out of my league but totally eyecandy material. Oh when i say lady boss, i dont mean the 40 year old ahma kind k. She's 28-29 at most. Gahhh she must've been like, pffft little kid :( So i passed her two 20 dollar notes, yes 20. Ive never seen one in my life and i was so freakin amazed when i came across em. And apparently so was she. She took one and was like oh wow! But i didnt really care i was just staring open mouthed. Okay im so on about the subject that i forgot to paragraph, HAHAH

Met S and D at bras basah afterwards.
I love my sis, yes i admit. This is like my 3rd outing with her and her friend and its goddamnit fun. Im glad she's the kind of sis you can go out with without getting 'omg she's out with her kid sister' remarks. Infact they think she's older than me but wth, ITS THE EYELINER PLEASE. My life'd be dull without her. Yuck did i just say that? Haha just kidding. So anyway, we sat at macs and they were doing some signboard/banner thing for the click five tmrw. Quite cute i must say. Sis was ranting on and on abt how she's gonna hug kyle and where she shld get his autograph, blardy blah.

S: Okay we put the click 5 on top then we put a big picture of kyle in the centre k :)
D: NO WHAT ABOUT JOEY and ethan.
S: Okay kyle and joey. Kyle in the centre then joey at the side.
Me: Why not joe? Put joe. Joe and ben.
-
D: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
S: Fuck off.

Poor things, outshined by their own bandmates.
HAHAHAH whatever.
Came home to change and then headed to amk to meet jas bras.
Asswipe tall woman's greeting to me was 'you damn short bitch y'know'
Whoa thank you! Hello by the way.
If im short what are.. shorter people. Hahahah, crap. You didnt see nth.
Got ner's bday prezzie and headed for her condo.
Sadly there wasnt any booze ):
We were damn damn damn late so we didnt get to stay even over an hour.
But it was fun still. Saw xuebs after 987654321 years and mother got freakin braces.
And dont even get me started on stacy. She was sitting right next to me and yet i couldnt recognise her. Thats how long ive been away from school and my classmates.
Eunice's parents sent jc and i back ard 1130 but i detoured and headed to the park instead.
Sat there moping for awhile. Somehow the sadness kicks in at night and always after ive been mildly happy. The park's fucking scary at midnight mind you. But i lose all my senses when im down in the dumps, so i dont know if thats a good or bad thing.
Reached home at 12+, was forced to watched this hindi movie by my mum and here i am blogging at 4am. I'mma sleep now so i dont have panda eyes tmrw. G'night.

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right