..Some want to kiss, some want to kick you
There's not a net you couldnt slip through
Or at least thats the impression I get,
cos you're smooth and you're wet
And you're not aware yet, but she's yours
I think everyone's out there revising but me.
I intend to let go of ss because its not doing my brain any good. Ha, I'm not giving a fuck about mid years and its not scaring me in the least.
If it makes myself feel any better, there's too much on my mind. I wouldn't be able to concentrate even if i tried. What's with calling someone arrogant when they dont wish to speak, especially to an empty vessel such as yourself? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe there're some things wrong in the person's life thats taking her mind off concentrating on empty vessels such as yourself? Just because you are problem-free it doesnt mean others are. Or maybe its just not your time yet. We'll see how you feel when you're the one dishing out love and not receiving it. Fuckin fucktard. I'm a human too y'know. Why do i always have to be the one caring about other people's feelings when its entirely obvious they dont give a shit about mine? How would you feel if you listened to everyone else's problems and suddenly no one's there to listen to yours? And then parents who can be standing right infront of you watching you cry, and then ask if you've completed your revision. Wtf? I dont have to be the sole initiator towards every person in my life. In fact, i dont have to take any of it. If you want to talk to me, talk to me. If you dont, fuck off. I'm not going to even try. From now on, i'm gonna just neglect my handphone and if it rings it rings. Gosh, i can be the main attraction on Lonely Planet. Tell you what. If there's any one person who says they love me and actually means it, i'll.. uhm, do anything you ask for a year. Dont say if you dont mean it you know. Otherwise i'll hate you for life. Haha. There're only very few people's words i can take for the truth now actually.
Just ignore that entire paragraph. Went out with j and her friends tday, lets see if i can remember their names. Uh there's mark,bryan,weijie,jeremy,abel(?), jj,some malay guy with the coffee bean card and us 4. Buffet at Sakae at tanjong pagar, which was totally off the road, but still rather fun. I didnt eat much. I think my stomach shrunk. Mark wrote a little placement card saying weijie was here and set it off around the conveyor just to see other customer's reactions. Instead the manager came and said something in chinese which went like 'dont put like that wait later the thing jam'. Eh, not bad k. I dont even speak chinese. Shuttled btw ps and cathay to check timings for Ironman. Guys, yeah, i wouldnt expect them to watch the hottie and the nottie unless its to ogle at hot, airheaded paris. Jus couldnt stay long enough so we headed to coffee bean to waste time, precious time i shld've been using to study. Played some animal name game because we were ultra bored. Please lah, sibei small fish iis nort countedd as an animal lorzxz. Proceeded on to girls names after that. One of the geniuses decided to start with the letter B. I swear i did not know Bobo doesnt count as a name.
Jus:
Yvonne.
Me:
Yingxiu!
Stunned silence.
J:
Can you just shut up? Just shut up.
HAHAH, what?
Headed to the museum on impulse. I SHOULD HAVE VISITED IT BEFORE MY ORAL PLEASE? There was this massive pink flowery statue of David with his short dick. It said he was castrated by light :l Weirdo. But it would've made more sense. I could've talked about how i feel that they didnt measure the length of his little brother before sculpting the statue. And that it affects me personally because i have a friend named J, who was hurt, as she does not like her manhood to be questioned. Shit, 25 marks gone. HAHAH, whatever. Its 12.52am. I shld be sleeping.
