Monday, April 7

Playing for keeps

Yay, im home.
Decided not to stay.
Fucking green monster kept walking in and out of the computer area.
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Anyway, Mu's party last night.
It was kinda unexpected bumping into my ex mates there of all places.
Caught up with idiots cheryl and denise, drus, v, jo, her bro(omg, a rhyme), j and joyce.
Stupid nana didnt want to come, so i texted her throughout.
Group photo!
I still remember conversations with the idiots that lasted late into the night,
back when we were in secondary two.
I was randomly reminded.

Everyone, mostly, was drunk and out of control.
Cept us.
But i vaguely remember asking for a drink, which i didnt get.
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So we headed to the poolside.
I was nice enough to break one light stick and pass the rest to jo's bro.
Her bro and I had an awkward moment with the Ruffles chips bag.
He kept passing it to me and i just passed it back.
About 5 times.
Like keep the bag, really, i dont want it.

That about wraps up mu's party.
Left around 9+. Headed to serangoon coffee bean with v and j.
The fucking brownie was so sweet i almost puked.
Chatted til 11pm and over.
Explains why i was almost late again.
(One day the lokam gate is going to slam shut in my face)

We're having a reunion this wednesday!
And nana'll be there. Something to look forward to.

Assholes like me arent fit for romance in our lives.
Not because we dont want it. We dont get it.
Or nobody wants us [:
But i admit,
its pretty much easier being someone's asshole than noone's at all.

Complain-fest to livia last night.
How nobody'll want me because im a jerk.
But thats up to you to decide.
Haha,
WE ARE DESPERATE FOR GIRLFRIENDS
Not.
Okay, maybe we're mildly desperate for female attention.
Not the kind your mother offers you.
Im sure some part of every girl craves for female attention,
unless you're beanpole straight
or a brute.
Like j.
You get my point.

Okay, it just hit me.
But i realised i should treasure the friendships i have outside of school, my bestfriends.
I count my lucky stars how much i have friends to count on, that i can trust;
not the kind who would backstab you.
You seldom find friends like that among pl lites anymore.
Nothing but a bunch of immature bitches.
And im sorry S had to find that out the hard way.
Cheer up. You dont need them.
Haha, heartpain.
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Its 12,
I'm going to be late again.
As if being zombified every morning is not bad enough.