Tuesday 010108
Happy new year!
Im nothing close to happy but I wont spoil the mood for those of you who are.
When you're with a person you love/like alot, it wouldnt matter where you spent new year's because you were with them.
So obviously, because i dont have any; or rather i dont have someone who loves me, I went out last night!
Headed to Vivo to catch the New year's countdown.
Met up with Nana there. She found a great spot where we could stare at the screen and get a good view of the stage as well.
Vee was supposed to meet us at around 10+, but she was a no show.
But she's forgiven since she was with her boyfriend.
And i know how when you love someone nothing else seems as important.
Couples,
Haha.
Anyway, had this conversation with Nana the day before New year's eve.
I was out shopping at night so we decided to sms each other when we got bored.
I was just pointing out how lucky Vee was to have a boyfriend and everything, and that's when things started to go a little out of point.
Told Nana we were now on the same little sampang, whereas Vee was on the Superstar Virgo with her boyfriend.
And so, Nana the great decided to name our little sampang the Dietanic.
Maybe because we're both sad little people and we're hoping so badly that our boat hits an iceberg.
There are times when half of me wants to keel over and die, but the other half wants to continue with life and see where it goes from here.
Who should i listen to?
Shrugs.
Later our convo got a little more in-depth,
talked about how, when you really want something so bad, you dont get it. Instead you get something totally unexpected, but good.
The good always almost comes with a lot of waiting though.
Thats the way it works for me at least.
For her, when she wants something badly, she gets it but something bad comes along with it. Or she realises later that that's not what she really wanted.
I'd kill to get her version of it, the lucky kid.
I'm so scared to want anything nowadays and
no, im not talking about material stuff.
No 'I'm so scared to want a psp' kinda nonsense.
So anyway, i've planned my New year's resolutions.
Have you?
Here're the more important ones.
1. Be a better/nicer/less judgemental/less temperamental/vulgar/rude person.
2. Apologise to someone whom i've been so badly waiting to apologise to.
3. Be a better friend to everyone.
4. Study and score in the o's, duh.
Hmm,
this is my last post before the school reopens and my computer gets confiscated.
I'll post whenever i can though.
See you for now
:D
